Expectation and Money

I've got way to many expectations, it sucks. It sucks to have people always wanting things from you. Wanting things done right then and there like they do everything for you. Like you ask them for everything. When in fact since you were a kid you've been hiding the things that you really want so you don't make trouble. After a while you make yourself seem like...like asking for little things are too much.

Even when we were financially sound we always got things for $4 or $5. God forbid you like something for $10 then it'd be to expensive. It's to the point where my stupid sister thinks that a shirt that should be worth $20 is too expensive. Everywhere we go it's always cheap, cheap, cheap.

I'm being a brat, but it's stupid. Cute little notebooks that I want for school because it's $3 I don't dare ask we'll go get the cheap 50cent notebooks that suck.

That's why my goal in life is to be able to never look at the tag. I want to be able to pick up a $20 shirt and buy it without any sense of, "this is too much."